So much hatred for myself

I hate the way I look. I knew I didn’t deserve clear skin. My acne had to come back. I don’t deserve to look nice. I hate myself. I’m useless. No one wants me. They all can’t wait to get rid of me. I hate my life. None of it has any purpose. I see no future for myself. I hate EVERYTHING.

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Happy Mother’s Day. My mother hates me. She can’t wait to get me out of the house. Why do I even bother making her a card?

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Very often I want to kick myself for missed opportunities. And then I wonder if said opportunities were even there in the first place.

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I went to see a big country concert last night

and the lead singer of The Band Perry said something that rings very true. The future is pretty damn scary.

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I’m so scared that I’m over thinking this and expecting too much and I’m going to end up looking like an idiot because I misread something. 

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Fuck I miss school.

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This is where I was happiest.

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Please take me back here, so I can escape for just a little while longer.

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